Halal Pumpkins…What?!?

As the holiday season is in full swing with glittering christmas trees, cooler weather and festive holiday lattes at starbucks I am reminded why I love this time of the year. As adults we enjoy the atmosphere but kids may not understand why we don’t have a christmas tree, or why Santa didn’t visit us this year. This may be  a challenge for families who have young kids and who are trying to build their Muslim Identities.

As a first generation American Muslim with a South Asian heritage, defining our family’s Identity has been an interesting process. As a mother of a curious three year old I am now faced with hard questions about traditions that I have grown up around but never thought as my own. This becomes particularly tricky as the children go to school and learn about different holidays. Although going to an Islamic preschool has made things easier it also means that I have to decide how to frame things for my curious toddlers.

A few months ago I was pushed into a sort of an identity crisis when Humza went to the fall festival with his school and came back with a grin and a pumpkin which would cause more trouble than I could have ever imagined As Humza excitedly jumped out of the mini-bus that had transported him from the Farm back to the school, I could see that he was clutching this little pumpkin like a shiny new toy, “Momma, see pumpkin.” He proudly raised it  to show me.

I nodded excitedly and wrestled the pumpkin from his hands to get him into the carseat, which caused the pumpkin to roll underneath of a parked mini van. The tears were streaming down Humza’s face and Hassan his younger brother joined in also now wanting that same orange pumpkin which was now somewhere underneath of that van. I quickly strapped the kids in and told the lady who was speaking in Arabic on her cell phone that I was going to go under her van since my kid had dropped his pumpkin. She nodded enthusiastically and I hoped she was nodding to me and not just agreeing with the person whom she was speaking on the phone with. Saying a quick Bismallah I got down on my hands and knees (ahh this reminds me why all my jeans have rips in them) and grabbed the pumpkin.

Tired kids, worn out mother and a little pumpkin in tow, we finally headed home. After the novelty of a little orange pumpkin wore off I had to decide what to do with that thing. Would I display it proudly outside my front door? Put it on my mantle on top of the fireplace? Make a Jack-O-Lantern? What do I do with a pumpkin??

I eventually put it on the fireplace it was so odd but I figured it would be out of the kids reach, I wrestled with the idea of putting it outside my door like other people do as part of the of their fall decorations. But then I didn’t because I was hesitant that I would be acting to “white.”  “Desi people don’t put pumpkins outside of their house,” I thought to myself. After some time when the pumpkin craze died down and the kids forgot to fight over the poor little pumpkin who was probably very thankful for the decision I had made to put him on the fireplace, I approached the subject of the final resting place for the pumpkin again.

After a few strong chai’s and some moments of clarity  I’ve finally made peace with the pumpkin. It is finally at rest on my dining table with some other fall folliage decor and my  little glittering rickshaw.

I haven’t figured out all the answers to how I want to balance and incorporate traditions from Pakistan as well as our American culture but I have a feeling that i’ll figure it out. Now I just need to break the news to the kiddos that the lights my neighbors have put up are in fact not Eid lights. One baby…step at a time.

 

 

5 thoughts on “Halal Pumpkins…What?!?

  1. Awwwww! Humza and Hassan are adorable mashallah! lol, I remember in kindergarten Dad came to school to carve a pumpkin with me for Halloween!

  2. I have 2 older kids and go through that dilemma all the time, i live in an area where there are not many Muslims so sometimes i may take part in certain traditions just to let them know we are American too. I did have Pumpkins in front of my door and afterwards I did make pumpkin pie and shared it with my neighbors along with a card that explained the rights of neighbors in Islam. They were so touched that immediately the next day they gave us a bowl of candy.

  3. good post saman! def thought provoking and challenging for 2nd generation parents. For me personally, if the traditions don’t conflict with Islam or are displeasing to Allah SWT then I am all for them 🙂

    I LOVE the pumpkin picture! Must do for next Eid insha’Allah!

  4. Thought provoking post saman!!! I agree with abeer. If practices of living in the west don’t go against our religion I see no harm in them. Our generation has the great task of sifting through what is ok and what is not. As opposed to our parents who probably didn’t explain why we didn’t do certain things, they just said “no” :)and we accepted. For the things that we can’t allow our children to do, our explanations have to be true but also at their level of understanding. Inshallah!!

  5. Abeer & Sadia both bring up good points. I would only add that for those thing that we can’t allow children to do, alternatives should be provided that are fun and entertaining. For example, holding an all-girls sleepover or other fun activity for teenage Muslimah during Prom weekend, etc etc.

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